06Judyyyy

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Today was fun! Yellow pastel colors are so cool :)

(I wonder what goes in the heart......:) ]
Of course, he's just amazing -sighh-
VIV said his name a LITTLE too loud when he was like REALLY far away. So yeahh > <
Lol his head snapped up, and like I was like crap =__=''

Ah psh mantou, if I don't go for him, then what? I just talk about him all the time and get you guys SUPER annoyed? lol. Plus why shouldn't I? :)

Hehehehe I'll just wait until the time comes <3

xoxoxo

阿我知道他的名字了。很高兴。他不认识我。:( 啊非常失望。希望不会一直不知道我.

Dear you.

Hey you, you know I can't stay mad at you forever. Yep, your probably smiling that cocky smile. Damn you, you know how annoyed I get? When I see you smiling like that at me? Yes, you know my chinese isn't good but you won't explain what you txted. It annoys me even further. You have NO idea.

Tomorrow, I know I'll be happy to see you. Psh, I even know your happy to see me. I have my inside sources, and they tell me every single detail [:P]. I know, that I'm one of your close friends. Sorry, sorry that I hurt your feelings sometimes, but it's not like you don't hurt mine. Plus your my best friend, we obviously have fights.

I could tell you how much I hated you yesterday, or the day before. The anger pulsed through my veins and it burns like hell. It leaves a scar, that nobody except for me can see. Correction, I don't only see it, I feel it. The good thing is, as often as you create them, you heal them. Almost, just almost invisible now.

Am I sane? I love you, no not in that way but in another way. Like as if your my sibling. Someone I love but not in love with. Do you think of me in the same way? You know,I wanna hold your hand, just because I can? You know, I wanna spend a whole day with you on the beach, talking. Because it's what I love about you. You can talk for a whole day without getting tired yet you can listen to me for a whole day because I mean something to you too.

When your not around, I can't exchange looks with you. I don't want anyone else to exchange those I-told-you-so! looks with. Your the one I can look at and giggle from the tip of my toes to the depth of my soul. I wonder if you wonder about me too. Because, sometimes I'm so insecure about stuff, and I feel so alone.

Tomorrow I'll see you again, and when you see me, you'll smile that cocky smile. I'll giggle and give you a high five. Those stupid lame text messages you send me, I like saving them in a folder so I can reread them over and over again. You make me smile. I wonder why that is, your just an ordinary boy who's not so ordinary.
At least not to me your not.

love,
judyy

That's so simple right? Go up to him and be like Heyya I'm Judy :). *insert smile here*

What's so hard there? N O T H I N G. But I can't do it, obviously cause I think I'm gonna look absurd.

Today was fun, phone is probably running out of money. I wish Shia, and me could know each other. I can't ask for help cause I don't want to rush anything.

Why can't I like a grade NINE instead of grade tens? MANNN. it's so tough and annoying
=___=''.

Okay okay, well me and grade nine guy are talking :] he's rlly cool. Just like Cole....=/
anyways, Owen, is stupid. But I can't stay mad at him, it's like impossible...=__='
Don't get me wrong, I'm pissed an all but he's like my brother. PSH he even admitted that himself, but still, I can't stay mad at him. Dammit, even though I wanted an apology. Ahh wtv, our friendship matters more <3

Today was



smiley


especially at him



nobody really noticed <33



xoxo